Emotional wreck; professionally abused

I was trying hard not to let my emotions filled me in. But i can't just let things go. Well not in a minute time. When you had prior made a decision and somebody just decided to made the decision for you. How does that make u feel? It's unfair, frankly speaking. I don't give a shit who you are and what you are given the social status of yours. And I don't give a damn what people called you. You are someone superior, of course but you definitely don't own me! I have my other priorities besides my job and job is only for weekdays. Why must I entertain your every need when you don't fancy mine? There is a reason why we don't work on weekends and you just don't give a damn about other people's life. 

I wonder what happens in your home. Was it just like work? When you are so free to boss everybody and don't even give the slightest excuse for someone who is dyingly wanting the holiday? It's not just another weekend..it's my glorious anniversary! And how dare you to make fun of it!!!

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I'll get over it, so they say. I can postponed it, so they suggests. But tell me now, who is going to pay for the flight ticket I've bought? It's not cheap, considering the school break season and it's not the first time this had happened. I've burned a few tickets only this year just because of work and I am okay with it, because it was just another weekend in KL. But 'this' weekend is a special weekend. A weekend where I've dreamed of having a romantic time with my spouse. With the man who have vowed to be my husband. A man who has made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. And I'm goin to miss it just because of work. Just because of some silly carnival...

I'm sorry I ain't being polite in this whole post. I am so mad right now I screamed at an old lady because she took forever to finish parking her car. I'm sorry...I'm being rude to everyone just because of a person. I'm sorry again. It's a Friday, it should be the holliest day in the week, but I had just ruined mine. 

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I'll  be signing off now to search for something to boost my positive energy and attitude back. Good thing I'm going back to KL today. So at least there's something good about to look forward to. Thnk you for reading. 

Not my kinda day

Assalamualaikum

Well...look who's excited to post another entry? hahaha.. I have been thinking to post another entry yesterday but I refrained myself from it. I made a promise to at least let there be a day gap in between posts. So I survived the temptation! hahah :D

I had a bad start for today actually. I woke up feeling well rested because I had a good sleep (thanks to the pouring rain since yesterday morning). I packed my bags for next week's kursus and then had my breakfast and pretty-ed myself up for work. I even brought some dirty laundry to be sent to the 'dobi' later. Don't judge me guys. I don't own a washing machine plus it was raining the whole week and the weather were forecast-ed to continue up until next week. 

So at 7:20 am as I passed the entrance to my house, I saw a long queue of cars. It had never happened before and I am truly devastated. I just prayed that there were no flooded road/area up ahead (due to the continuous rain since yesterday). When I had finally reached the junction to the main road, it was already 7:45 am! I know I'm in big trouble!! I spotted a car (driven by a young woman) had a flat tire, and that my friend, was proposed to be the main cause of the jam! Arghhh I certainly cannot brain that!

I seriously didn't understand the level of selfishness or even the level of urgency of most people. It is a common sense to know that every car on the road in a weekdays mornings is most definitely in a hurried situation. But yet again most of us take for granted of other people's time. They go out in the morning because they need to be somewhere early. It would rather seemed insane to have a leisure drive in the morning! Du'uhh... So yeah, of course I am a little pissed. My time was wasted just like that because other people in the lane decided to watch that poor lady's car and at the same time drove their car as slow as possible. If only that behavior could help in any way to the lady... *sigh*

I drove like a mad cow after that and even had to drove on the roadside just to cut the lane because my office is on the left side of the road. It was full of potholes and I am feeling guilty to my car. I am sorry. huu.. Upon arrival at the office, I thumbed in at a mere 7:57 am, just pure luck there. Then, I was reminded of a meeting (which I should attend but I didn't get any invitation letter about it). Then back again to the other office because the meeting started at 8:30 am. I could save all the trouble, the mad driving and the potholes if, and only if I was previously be known of the meeting. And again, of course I am terrified! Why people? Just why? Today was definitely not my day =.=''

On a brighter side of today, I will be flying off to KL tonight to attend a kursus on Monday.   And I had already made a plan to meet my dear dear friend tomorrow. I'm excited and ecstatic about it because we will be having....

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 *drumroll*

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SUSHI!!!

I missed her a lot and I hope tomorrow's date will be sufficient enough for us to catch up on each other's life. So I guess that is all for this time. I treat you to the cute side of sushi because you have been a good reader to read the luahan hati saya kinda post. Hehehe :D

Isn't it cute??

Us..about 2 years back I think :)

Thank you for reading!

~Husna S

First but not first

Assalamualaikum

I don't know how and where to start this post. This is my fifth or maybe sixth attempt to start a blog. Haha I know its pathetic..sheeesssh.haha

Previously I had intended to write a blog just because everyone else has one. But then I changed my thought to write a blog on my sadness, misery and stress. You know, a girl just thinks too much-hence the need of a blog to write it all off..hahaha

So as YEARS passed by, after gaining exposure to many inspirationals and informative blogs.. I decided that FINALLY I had found the ultimate reason for me to keep this blog..which is to be informative and inspirational to others. Because of that reason, I'm going to keep this blog. Yes, you heard me right. I'm keeping it so that I can reflect the good side of myself whenever I'm feeling down :)

So HELLO there dear reader/s :D

Please bear the uninvited awkward feelings about this post because believe me I am not that good of a writer nor story teller..huhu I'll try my best to keep u guys entertained. Hehe. So I'll be sharing about my passion in cooking, sewing and sports, travels and maybe a few cheesy post about me. Hehehe..😜

I think that should be enough for my first ever post. So I'm signing off now. I hope you guys will be looking forward for the next one. Thank you for reading this entry :) 


~Husna S